Late Night Rendezvous

Though she insists that she’s been open to me about what she’s been doing/feeling the past three and a half months, she really hasn’t and she keeps trying so hard to sweep it all under the rug.  The other night, she went through my phone while I slept and deleted a few emails that contained the incriminating evidence I have against her – see “Evidence” above.  She keeps insisting that nothing ever happened, and in those three months of seeking, she never once was intimate in any way with anyone else.  She, who “LOVES sex, didn’t touch another person over three and a half months of seeking sex.  She has also been very suspicious, being extra nice and loving, like she’s hiding something.  She made me breakfast in bed last weekend, and last night she made me her world famous extra delicious lasagna shich is my favoritest dish in the whole world.  She’s also giving me a deadline on when we will start trying to have another child.  All this is great, with the exception that she’s been looking for something else for the past three and a half months, and I think she still is seeking.  She say she isn’t, but I think she is.  She is Facebook IM’ing every night for over two weeks between 1:30 and 3:00 in the morning – all of which I know we both have went to bed earlier than that.  So that means she’s been waking up to have late night Facebook rendezvous with someone every night for the past two or more weeks.  She is so done with me.  I am such a fool.