Pheeew! I need to make a huge apology for not responding to peoples comments for weeks. Ah! It’s definitely not that I don’t read them. In fact, I find them all extremely comforting and typically read them the same day they are posted. However, I usually write posts when I am going through a particularly hard time and then would rather leave it for awhile before having to…’relive’(?) it. I dunno, it doesn’t make sense but replying to comments forces me to acknowledge the (typically) pain again and so then I simply don’t. Horrible! I know. I’m going to work on that.
Annnnd, with that I want to make it known that these posts certainly don’t reflect a major part of my personality. I’m not always this sad! In fact, i’m usually the opposite so hopefully I’ll find some way to mix that into the site. Like I mentioned though, this site represents a place for me to come vent my pain and then when I’m happy the last thing I want to do is stop by here because it does represent that pain to me. Now i’m totally rambling so I’ll shush. First though, thank you all! Like I said in one of the comments, I know that I am perfect the way I am. I know that I am not alone. Unfortunately, the constant interaction with my parents makes it difficult to remember that and everytime I receive a comment it snaps me back to reality and knowing that (as conceited as this will sound) i’m brilliant!
*speaking of positive posts, I had a good talk with the social worker at school, one of the assistant principles, and my english teacher on Tuesday which really helped me get through Thanksgiving break without losing it. I would post about it now buuuut I should be studying for my Mandarin quiz. Zai Jian!
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