(Assignment #1)
To love and searching…
My idea of loving somebody is to be willing to put forth my best effort to being open and honest…I don’t want to hide and disguise my true feelings due to my fears and insecurities…As a reward for my faithful commitment to overcoming the obstacles, I trust that my treasure (soulmate) will not be capable of using my feelings against me nor as a means of hurting me either, such as, a weapon of destruction. Hopefully, I shall not allow fear of abandonment to destroy me as it has always done before…But, at times when I’m weak, my soulmate will remain strong! As it would be my great pleasure to do for her, also…
I need to be held in warm, loving arms and given tender kisses all over my face. I need her too gently take my face in her hands and smile lovingly, look me in the eye and then kiss me passionately. I require she be as sexually driven as I am (very often) and she would require romance as much as I do…I need her to run her fingers through my hair. I need to know that I’m so very beautiful to her and loved deeply. I require somebody who wishes to kiss away my tears when they start to fall…I require someone who won’t take my moodiness to heart and understand that it’s just in my nature to be moody from time to time (about the same time every month to be exact *wink*). But won’t take it personally…Sometimes, I get temperamental too, and she’ll quietly let me vent my frustrations, knowing that it passes as quickly as it came about…I need somebody that will try to make me laugh when I’m feeling sad…I require somebody who desires my love above all other potential lovers she could have chosen to be with…I would do my best to understand all of her quirks too and accept her unconditionally despite them…I require not only a lover but a soulmate and also a bestfriend wrapped up in one person…And throughout our life together, most especially when the going gets tough, I would only accept someone who would naturally grip my hand tightly and stand strong against the battles that we would ultimately face…As for me I’m happiest giving more than receiving…Lovingly, there is nothing that I wouldn’t do for my soulmate within reason…Truthfully I’m often willing to let reason escape from me…My idea of perfection is holding her closely and dancing in the rain, making love under the stars and by the light of the moon, taking good care of her when she gets sick, holding her each and everyday, holding hands, picking her flowers and bringing her chocolate, opening the doors for her, pulling out her chair to be seated, protecting her from harm, even to the point of my very own life being at stake…I would be honored to give my life to keep her safe…Write her poetry, kiss away her tears, sit in silence together without saying a word, listening to music together, listening to her heart beat, listening to her breath in my ear, hearing her moan in rhapsodies, having a heated debate with her and the occasional blowout due to a disagreement, traveling the world together, making dinner for her, painting her nails, bathing her and washing her hair sometimes…Of course this list is not exhaustive by any means but it has to end somewhere…So last but not least, I’ll end on the most important quality I can think of, that makes a relationship worth having…Laughter…We must be able to make each other laugh out loud and that puts a twinkle in our eyes and a smile in our hearts…
As for physical attraction…
She will most definitely be feminine and pretty…And pretty is in the eye of the beholder after all…
In closing…From profound words of Sting
“Love can mend your life but
Love can break your heart
I’ll send an S.O.S. to the world
I hope that someone gets my
Message in a bottle”
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